Myspace..

i recently made a my space account, i only have 3 freinds and one of them is Tom the one who made Myspace.. my first friend was the one i like in semester 1 ( dont get me wrong i still like her now ) its just killing me not speaking to her, God i wish i wasnt a coward. this monday i’m offically gunna tell her how i feel, if she doesnt like me back oh well , and if she does well thats great for me! the only reason i made a myspace account was to actually get closer to her.  but the bad thing is i hardly get to talk to her in person all we do is talk on msn or myspace i think i’ve like sent her almost 35-40 messages for myspace LOL i hope everything goes well i’ll let u guys know when monday hit! even though no one visit’s this website so i guess i’m talking to no one

MMMMMMM! Chocolate!

this LONG weekend is really really REALLY LONG! honestly it feels likes its been a month! Well i have to look on the bright side, at least i got chocolate. Even though all my freinds are away or just working, I’m bored as hell!!!! i really need a hobby. Oh yeah! i’m also pissed off! i was playing my Xbox 360 on friday morning when it froze. i thought to myself  “oh no biggy i’ll just restart it,” oh god i was wrong! when i restarted it the green flashing lights arounf the power button went red but only three did. i showed my dad and he called the Microsoft company to see whats wrong with it. Apparently i have to ship it to the United states which costs a fortune! its about $200 there and Back! but the sad thing is all the memory on the Harddrive might get deleted and all my best freinds across the WORLD are gone! lets hope this doesnt happen so i wont have to start from scratch!

Wow!

 forgot i had a website lol, hmmm oets ee nothing new has happened since i last singed in. My best freind had a girlfreind now, and i’m really happy for him but sometimes i wish i had one too. i guess i’m jealuse lol, oh well XD

hmph…..

sorry i havent wroote in a while, our exams started yesterday and i’m having my history exam in three hours. mym mom told me when she was in hishschool she didnt have to take an exam if ur mark was 70% or above. Now they have changed it everyone has to take it, why cant we do it like my mom did it it would be alot easier not harder not try to jamn alll the information in your head at the last minutw, then get stress headaches. it has to be so difficult when it comes to exam. oh well i guess i only hav two more years of it and i’ll be off to university…..

Vacation!!

i am going on a vacation to florida in four days. me and my family are going to waltdisney world!!!! i’m so excited we leave on wednesday 20th and we get back on the 7th of january.  oh yeah i also quit Swiss Chalet because its inrterupting with my school, oh no more work i’m free!!! well i guess i’ll be wirteing when i get back XD

remember?

In the 1980’s in montreal, someone killed a classroom full of girls. this in result shook anyone who could hear this. today my school took the time to tell everyone what happened, and why it is so important to not abuse women, and distrciminate them. today i wear a white ribbon as well of alot more people to honor women and get rid of abuse to women. today i wear a symbol of pride and joice to remember this innocent twenty years ago, to show people that we care and know whats going on. 

whats going on?

i was just thinking to my self in history class, thinking maybe the world is going to war, from all the conflict of India and North Korea testing their nukes, and the war with Iraq and Afganistan. Maybe this is all linked together to make this one giant fued with politics that its going to be another world war. I’m also trying to think what this would be like, Nucular holocaust or just like what has been going on but more severe, anyone who reads this maybe be shocked but since no one does i leave this to you, the world might be at the brink of war and you dont know it! 

SNOW????

Where the hell is the snow in Ontario Canada, frig its December for peet sakes! the only thing we have gotten is just rain. Where i live was supposed to get freezing rain, but noooooooooooooooooooooo it had to be 2 degrees out and it had to rain. what is going on i’m so pissed off about this. We need a snow day for once!

only if she knew

in the early blog, i talked about me likeing someone. well i dont really know if she likes me back,  this is kinda sad to say but i have never had a girlfreind before and i have no idea what it is like to hold someone or kiss someone you actually love. laugh all you want but if you are in my shoes i like you would understand.  only if she knew, only if she knew i like her alot, so much i want to spend the rest or my life with. i know this may sound kinda corny or something off of a movie, but its the way i feel.

depressing

i have no idea whats going on it seems that academic teaches, it’s like all of m teachers are shocked to hear that i was in applied last year. only one teacher said we should talk about this, out of FOUR….i am also having regrets in all my subjects maybe i belong in applied maybe i wasnt supposed to successful in my future career or life. right now i am at school typing this artical, when i got the news yesterday i failed miserably on a math test. i got 23% not a pass or course but, its better what some people got. i know this kinda sounds kinda silly but maybe i’m right maybe, just maybe.